haven't been here foever~.

anyways, good news, i got admitted to UCLA ^_^, not the best but at least, right?? oh wells, i'm lil happy about it, so it's good, hehehe.

yeah, i'm just updating here to tell my hong kong friends who i forgot to subscribe to my new xanga.....

hopefully see u guys there, or u smart bitches are going to berkley, aren't u?

erasing all. forgetting everything. the past is just not worth remembering, hehe.

i met ppl who i wasn't supposed to meet. so bye to all the craps.

no more nikoem's xanga. i'm vanishing it too.

to the ppl i don't like (coz that's why u are still here).

rei-chan told me about this nice studio in cupertino (she's gonna live there). i'm renting out that studio too! i am sooooooo moving out from my current apt! huahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes i am moving out SOOOON. coz i can't stand this even a minute. i don't wanna hear their fuckin' voices right now! and sadly vicky is in a difficult situation. i wanna get her out of this soon too.

u know... even though this is only a weekend thingy, can't stand it! 10 more weekends to go? heeeelllllll no!

do u think if i cancel the term of rent, i will be charged? well before that, he needs to take care of the broken door and wall. (i'm chipping in too, coz i broke little bit too, hehe).

 fuckin' grow up and be responsible for ur own shit, seriously.

well, i'm not sorry for my bad attitude, coz u deserve this treatment.

edit: why can't they have their own place? is renting apt that hard?  well, yeah then they have to pay rent if they get their own place, my bad i forgot. they don't wanna pay (i meant he doesn't wannu get a job to pay the rent, right?).

plllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllz get a job and move out. am i asking something impossible here???? i thought working is something we are supposed to do in our lives.....

p.s oh my god, she still check my xanga, what a hater!! i got hater, unbelievable! hehe, i kinda like it, coz i am having real drama in mah life for the first time, hahaha. i don't mind they talk bad about me, coz i am a bad roomate when it comes to staying over night and stuff. but, why don't they get it? if they don't like me, and want to visit the boyfriend's house, get a own place!! stop thinking that the boyfriends doesn't need to pay and get away from paying forever, and staying here forever. that's like totally using someone for some benefits! and that's the worst thing one can do to a friend (if he still says so)!!

buuuussssy!

this jap movie lookin' cooo. bit gay but still coo graphic.

i usually don't watch jap movies (coz acting sux and storied are always sad), but this movie could be exception.

casshern

hehehe, miyasago is in it. he's mean but he's a good actor. as a comedinan.... i donno......

huahaha, it's insane but i'm taking 4 classes and currently working 5 days a week..... holly shit. but i love pushing myself coz it's the only way this lazy ass can get going.

absolutely no time to deal with shit. so i'll just leave all the problems behind. well, i don't even care whatever ppl do to me or don't do for me (u know what i'm talking about). that's the way they are. if they wanna be iresponsible, that's ok, coz i'm not expecting others to be good anymore. i lost hope in american born ppl, they suck! i only love utah born americans, and fobs!

let's forget about everything irritates me and ignore all! then i will be the happiest damn ass in the world for what i have now, hehehe ^_^. and like i always say, thanks for the lessons, coz now i leanred good things "don't be nice to ppl i shouldn't be nice to." huahahaha. but i think i will still trust ppl and believe in them too much, then get hurt by expecting them to be like good ppl, huh? well, that's life. i shouldn't associate with wrong ppl for me.

my resolution of 2005 would be... what? am i telling to all u suckers who are still here and have no idea about my new xanga? give me abreak.